Hello, peeps!!!

Yes, I know, I know, its been a while since my last post..

Been very, very busy with my daily routine as a "Cikgu"..

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Well, here's a boring start..

A little something about me, the "Cikgu", and the current life that I live..

I'm actually in the middle of a couse and we are required to create a blog..

So, this is mine!!!

TAADDDAAAA!!!

**Just the details of the couse I attend because my connection is very limited -- SORRY!**

Kursus PLuG TMK Tahun 5 2015 Bagi Guru-Guru Sekolah Rendah Daerah Kanowit

Tarikh: 20 & 21Oktober 2014 (Isnin & Selasa)

Masa: 08:00 pagi hingga 05:00 petang

Tempat: Makmal Komputer, SMK Kanowit

a post..

..straight from the very bottom of my (fragile) heart! this is a song i long dedicate to the man who brought me into this world.

*emotionless by good charlotte*

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dear *you*,

first and foremost..

i hope you're doing fine, even if i'm/we're not.

that's not the main point.

the thing is, do you ever realize that..

you were never there..

to see me growing up to what i am today.

you were never there..

to hold my hand and walk me to school.

you were never there..

to read me bedtime stories.

you were never there..

to tuck me into bed and kiss me goodnight.

you were never there..

to dry my tears and tell me that everything's gonna be just fine.

you were never there..

the day i graduated.

will you be at my wedding? i doubt.

and yes, do you still remember the day i was born?

do you remember my birthday? i don't think so.

christmas? do you ever think of this little girl?

has 'she' ever cross your mind?

*deep sigh*

..and for that and more, i loathe you lots. to the very core.

yet, i can't lie to myself, there are times, i notice, i miss you badly.

i miss you up to the extend that i forget how much i loathe you.

seriously, I MISS YOU..

love,

your daughter.

Dear Mr. Santa...

its the time of the year which many of us love the most. its christmas time again, peeps! let us all be happy. and be merry. so, what's on your wishlist? mine, i already have something in mind and i really hope santa will grant my wish this year. please, santa, please! i swear i've been incredibly good throughout the year. and so, what is it on my wishlist? here's what i want..

*drum rolls*

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samsung galaxy tab 7.7

(handsome, isn't he?)

although the screen is slightly smaller, yet it offers great improvements from the previous version of samsung galaxy tab. this is way, way better. and trendy. and hip. and everything nice. and i'm so in love. oh well, i'm not so literate about this technology thingy but if you wanna know, you can always google it up. do watch this too. a brief preview of samsung galaxy tab 7.7. might be useful and helpful, especially when you're in dilemma considering which new toy to play with. or if you think that this is not convincing enough, feel free to visit here, as they offer you much wider selection of (mouth-watering!) toys. and yes, you can even do comparison between the toys that you eyeing on. but, if i were you, i'll go for samsung galaxy tab 7.7. oh samsung galaxy tab 7.7, be mine! please!

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*ehermmm*

dear mr. santa,

this is supposed to be a letter to you.

i think this year i deserve a samsung galaxy tab 7.7 as my christmas present.

don't hesitate to drop it down my chimney at any time this month.

thank you very much.

merry christmas.

ho ho ho!

love,

mary :)

hello, world!

yes. i know. it's been ages. but i promise, i'll be updating soon. real soon.. :)

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if you love something, set it free...
if it comes back, it's yours.
if it doesn't, it never was yours.

note to self:
accept the truth, accept the ugly truth!
someday you'll finally understand that
everything happens for a reason.
and that you'll appreciate
the decision you've made today.
so, get up, smile and just say,
"I'LL MAKE IT THROUGH!".

My Dream Wedding!

just checked my inbox this morning. guess what --- my dearly girlfriend is inviting me to her wedding reception and is reserving two seats for me and a partner. am so happy for her and just can't wait for the big day to finally arrive but on the other side, am kinda "worried", who shall i go with? i don't even have a partner (oh great!~ urghhh!~). but wait, the reception will be in december, maybe i'll be able to find someone to be with by that time, which i really hope i will. but if i don't, it'll be no harm to come alone. who knows, my prince charming might be somewhere around, waiting for me, at the reception,... (ok, ok, i'll stop dreaming...)...

not only her, it's like everyone around me is getting themselves into commitment. everyone is getting married. everyone is getting babies. and the worst part is --- everyone is asking me when will i get married? urghhh!~ i just don't know how to answer this question. it is so fucking hard that even my KISSM's Ujian Akhir Kursus seems much easier. sometimes i myself even wonder if i ever get married. honestly, i have so much plannings in life but sadly, i don't see any picture of me getting married. it's not that i'm against marriage or anything like that but you see, at this age, i still couldn't find myself a soul mate. hello, is he lost or something? all i ever met were a bunch of jerks who did nothing but breaking my heart into pieces. urghhh!~ i really had enough of you, jerks...

but then again, i never stop hoping that one day, i'll be able to meet someone, get married and live happily ever after. just like cinderella. i do have faith that everyone in this world has their own fairytale. happy-ending fairytale. and i strongly believe that i have mine too, which is yet to come...

... and so, here's the list to my dream fairytale wedding :-

1. the ring!

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2. the dress!

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3. the cake!

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4. the simple-yet-perfect garden wedding!
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♥ p/s:
so, prince charming dearest, where are you? ♥

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse (2010) & Remember Me (2010)

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse (2010)
i recommend this movie to everyone. this is just a movie not to be missed and i personally think of all the three (twilight, new moon and eclipse), this one (eclipse) really nailed me. honestly! with more action and more romance and even more decisions to be made, eclipse truly played with my emotion that i actually cried, like a litter of tears. i know, i know, it's just me being so emotional. but hey, it'll be out in cinema tomorrow, so make sure to free your schedule so that you can watch it and judge it yourself. if you're going to ask me "team edward?" or "team jacob?", well, my answer would definitely be, "still, TEAM EDWARD!!!~".

Remember Me (2010)
another movie not to be missed in the year 2010 is remember me. this is also one good movie about life, family and love. there's this one quote by gandhi that has been used not less than twice in this movie and it is, "whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it". "why?", you may ask. according to tyler (played by robert pattinson), it is simply because no one else will, and that is so true.

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p/s: so now, can you see how much robert pattinson has got his influence on me? ♥

Will You Marry Me?...

i may not be pretty. i may not be rich. i may not be famous. and yes i know, i'll never get to be the cover girl for elite magazine. not even cleo, i know. but hey, i can give you all the love in the world, if you're willing to marry me. i promise. hell yeah. so...

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Mr. Robert Pattinson a.k.a. Mr. Edward Cullen,
will you take me as your wifey?

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say "YES!" please...

♥ ♥ ♥

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my heart bleeds!

what if...
i accuse you being a liar,
like almost everyday,
just because you lied before.

what if...
i label you a player,
well yeah,
that's what you are,
once upon a time.

what if...
i call you hopeless,
it suits you well,
you know,
when you don't even have a goal in life.

what if... what if... what if...

how would you feel? how? tell me how!

to tell you the truth, i am terribly disappointed of the words that came out of your mouth. it shows that you're just unwilling to accept the ugly truth of me. how could you? i've learned to accept the ugliest of you, is it so hard for you to do so? if it's so hard, then i don't think you deserve the best of me, either. so, let's just think thoroughly over "things" 'cause i never want to have any regret in my life...

enough said.

i hate assignments!~

and oh yeah, i have two more assignments due this thursday. oh, great. the worst part is that i'm having flu. yes, thanks to you, mr flu! *sigh* i hope i'll be fine by tomorrow morning. need to bear the remaining ceramah kissm and ujian akhir kursus on saturday. God, do bless me! better continue with the assignments now. but, before that, let me just tell you that...

I
HATE
ASSIGNMENTS
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