THE E-M-O ME!!!

My God! I'm feeling so emo lately. Sigh. I don't know why, but yeah, I'm damn emo right now. When can I stop being emo? And WTF am I emo-ing about?!#@%&^?!#@%&^?!#@%& *hit head on wall*

Ok, ok. Straight to the point, I always have this one insecure feeling. I don't know whether I can call it instinct (which I think it is!) or not. Whatever it is, there's always this small little voice within me telling me not to trust the people around me. I know it's not wrong to feel so but when it happens quite frequently and also involving those people you love, then I think it's not something healthy. Yeah, NOT HEALTHY! Not healthy I thought of seeing a doctor/physictrist/counsselor. I'm so scared that I might go crazy/insane someday. *touch wood, touch wood*

Here are, among all, the symptoms I manifested:
moody;
don't feel like eating and drinking;
everything seems so wrong. like EVERYTHING!;
mad at the boyfriend without any proper reason;
refuse to answer the boyfriend phone calls and SMSes;
accidentally left mobile phone at home; and
there might also be other tangible and intangible symptoms that I didn't mention here (purposely or unpurposely!).

Is this a disease? Or is it PMS? People, help me. Please. And to the boyfriend, do forgive me. Please. This is for you...