today wasn't a good day for me. first thing in the morning, i accidentally terkepit my eyelid while using the eyelash curler. it was so darn painful i almost cried. next thing was my laptop. i don't know what heck happened to this laptop this morning - it was alright last night after i formatted it, and so now. i don't know what went wrong with the StickyKeys - it simply can't be activated. fuck you, StickyKeys, i hate you so much! grrr. not only that, i got so panas hati with the two-faced ms. l***, who loves to compain, complain and complain. fuck you, ms. l***! i hope everyone got an offer to work elsewhere so she an stay alone there, cracking her dummy head doing all the accounts thingy. again - fuck you, ms. l***! next, i have to hear and listen carefully to ms. m******'s and ms. d****'s pertandingan mulut. both of them are getting married, and yeah, both of them are getting expensive, expensive items, and and yeah, lotsa mas kahwin. 30 thousands lar, 92 thousands lar, and hahaha, you gonna love this part, 1000 pound sterling, from an unknown guy from tagged. interesting, right? i know i won't be getting any of that at this time around, or maybe i won't even be getting any "smells" of that throughout my life, but please, please don't show off in front of me. it's not that i'm jealous, or anything close to jealous, it's just that i'm meluat! meluat! meluat! please lar, why do i have to work with this kind of peeps? so unlucky me. haish. above all this, the saddest part was, i got rejected by MARA. haish. i was like - 
arghhh! dammit! actually i felt quite confident and satisfied with my interview the other day, cause' yeah, i'm well-prepared, and yes, i managed to answer every questions the asked me, and and, i answered very well when one of the interviewee asked me about the network topology. arghhh! so stress! even stress-er when i saw this...
as a conclusion, i can say that today is the toughest day of my life, so hard for me to bear. i really hope that it was just a bad dream, and that when i finally wake up in the morning, it's all gone with the night. owh, how i wish...
arghhh! dammit! actually i felt quite confident and satisfied with my interview the other day, cause' yeah, i'm well-prepared, and yes, i managed to answer every questions the asked me, and and, i answered very well when one of the interviewee asked me about the network topology. arghhh! so stress! even stress-er when i saw this...
as a conclusion, i can say that today is the toughest day of my life, so hard for me to bear. i really hope that it was just a bad dream, and that when i finally wake up in the morning, it's all gone with the night. owh, how i wish...
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mom and i saved a cat this evening. at least there's something that could make me smile at last. weee. the cat was doing some stunt on top of a tree in front of mjc's taka cake house when it found itself trapped (as in, couldn't get itself down on the ground!) up there. so pity the cat. as neither mom nor me can climb a tree, we only stand by the car, watching the cat up there, giving morale support so the cat can have enough guts to get itself down on the ground. and finally, the cat did. i asked mom if i can have that cat and mom said "no!" and so i just said "oh, ok!". i pray that where ever the cat is right now, i hope it's fine and happy and healthy. and also have enough food, and and has a place to stay. God, do take good care of the cat. and yes, God, i want a good and caring and fun and loving boyfriend, too, like the one i saw in Everrise just now. too bad, he's taken by one lucky girl. he's so sweet, he even teman his girl to go shopping and he waits for her while she's busy trying on cloths. that so cute, God. don't forget to send me that kind of guy, ok? thank you so much, God! love, love... :)
mom and i saved a cat this evening. at least there's something that could make me smile at last. weee. the cat was doing some stunt on top of a tree in front of mjc's taka cake house when it found itself trapped (as in, couldn't get itself down on the ground!) up there. so pity the cat. as neither mom nor me can climb a tree, we only stand by the car, watching the cat up there, giving morale support so the cat can have enough guts to get itself down on the ground. and finally, the cat did. i asked mom if i can have that cat and mom said "no!" and so i just said "oh, ok!". i pray that where ever the cat is right now, i hope it's fine and happy and healthy. and also have enough food, and and has a place to stay. God, do take good care of the cat. and yes, God, i want a good and caring and fun and loving boyfriend, too, like the one i saw in Everrise just now. too bad, he's taken by one lucky girl. he's so sweet, he even teman his girl to go shopping and he waits for her while she's busy trying on cloths. that so cute, God. don't forget to send me that kind of guy, ok? thank you so much, God! love, love... :)
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