This is the Life I Live.: my heart bleeds!

Food For The Mind And Soul ♥

"When we were 5, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like Astronaut, President, or in my case... PRINCESS.

When we were 10, they asked again and we answered --- Rock Star, Cowboy, or in my case... GOLD MEDALIST.

But now that we’ve grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this... "WHO THE HELL KNOWS?!".

This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, it's time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love --- A LOT! Major in Philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be... we won’t have to guess. We’ll know."

♥ Jessica Stanley's Valedictorian Speech at the Forks High School Graduation
(The Twilight Saga : Eclipse) ♥

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

my heart bleeds!

what if...
i accuse you being a liar,
like almost everyday,
just because you lied before.

what if...
i label you a player,
well yeah,
that's what you are,
once upon a time.

what if...
i call you hopeless,
it suits you well,
you know,
when you don't even have a goal in life.

what if... what if... what if...

how would you feel? how? tell me how!

to tell you the truth, i am terribly disappointed of the words that came out of your mouth. it shows that you're just unwilling to accept the ugly truth of me. how could you? i've learned to accept the ugliest of you, is it so hard for you to do so? if it's so hard, then i don't think you deserve the best of me, either. so, let's just think thoroughly over "things" 'cause i never want to have any regret in my life...

enough said.