just checked my inbox this morning. guess what --- my dearly girlfriend is inviting me to her wedding reception and is reserving two seats for me and a partner. am so happy for her and just can't wait for the big day to finally arrive but on the other side, am kinda "worried", who shall i go with? i don't even have a partner (oh great!~ urghhh!~). but wait, the reception will be in december, maybe i'll be able to find someone to be with by that time, which i really hope i will. but if i don't, it'll be no harm to come alone. who knows, my prince charming might be somewhere around, waiting for me, at the reception,... (ok, ok, i'll stop dreaming...)...
not only her, it's like everyone around me is getting themselves into commitment. everyone is getting married. everyone is getting babies. and the worst part is --- everyone is asking me when will i get married? urghhh!~ i just don't know how to answer this question. it is so fucking hard that even my KISSM's Ujian Akhir Kursus seems much easier. sometimes i myself even wonder if i ever get married. honestly, i have so much plannings in life but sadly, i don't see any picture of me getting married. it's not that i'm against marriage or anything like that but you see, at this age, i still couldn't find myself a soul mate. hello, is he lost or something? all i ever met were a bunch of jerks who did nothing but breaking my heart into pieces. urghhh!~ i really had enough of you, jerks...
but then again, i never stop hoping that one day, i'll be able to meet someone, get married and live happily ever after. just like cinderella. i do have faith that everyone in this world has their own fairytale. happy-ending fairytale. and i strongly believe that i have mine too, which is yet to come...
... and so, here's the list to my dream fairytale wedding :-
not only her, it's like everyone around me is getting themselves into commitment. everyone is getting married. everyone is getting babies. and the worst part is --- everyone is asking me when will i get married? urghhh!~ i just don't know how to answer this question. it is so fucking hard that even my KISSM's Ujian Akhir Kursus seems much easier. sometimes i myself even wonder if i ever get married. honestly, i have so much plannings in life but sadly, i don't see any picture of me getting married. it's not that i'm against marriage or anything like that but you see, at this age, i still couldn't find myself a soul mate. hello, is he lost or something? all i ever met were a bunch of jerks who did nothing but breaking my heart into pieces. urghhh!~ i really had enough of you, jerks...
but then again, i never stop hoping that one day, i'll be able to meet someone, get married and live happily ever after. just like cinderella. i do have faith that everyone in this world has their own fairytale. happy-ending fairytale. and i strongly believe that i have mine too, which is yet to come...
... and so, here's the list to my dream fairytale wedding :-
1. the ring!
2. the dress!
3. the cake!
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