i embarrassed myself this morning...

i went to church this morning for the good friday mass, and as usual, we sat at the left wing of the church (lady's chapel side). i spotted a friend of mine, mr bobby, sitting not so far from where i sat. he was a senior, back in my high school. i saw him quite frequently in church, but today, he looked different. he looked more handsome than before. i kept asking myself, "what have he done. kenak nya boleh jadi makin handsome so suddenly? why why why?..." i didn't get to smile or wave my hand at him because i didn't want to look so over-excited, plus he was not alone. it was his girlfriend, i guess, sitting next to him. so, i didn't want her to get the wrong idea. things went on as usual, i sat, i stood, i kneeled, i sang, i listened, i yawned...

and then, came the veneration of the cross session, where i have to walk passed him, on my way to the alter. so, as a junior, and as a friend, i should tegur him, or at least smile at him. and yes, i did, i smiled. and he smiled back. and so i made my way to the alter and then came back to my sit. those sitting at the back, made their way to the alter. this is my favorite session as i get to see different people with different "style". as i enjoyed observing people, something/someone caught my attention, it was mr bobby. he waved and smiled at me and i replied to him.

wait,... oh holy crap,... did i just saw mr bobby??? i turned to look at the other mr bobby. my, oh, my. i was wrong, right from the very beginning. the guy i smiled with earlier on wasn't mr bobby, i smiled with the wrong guy. i got so embarrassed, i wish i could just disappear from the church. i was fortunate enough the mass ended soon enough after i figured out i've just embarrassed myself. thank god. so, morale of the story, don't get to friendly if your friend(s) suddenly transform(s) jadi makin cantik or handsome. :)