last night, i had a bad dream. it was real bad that when i woke up this morning, i can still feel the "pain". it remains, till this very moment, and doesn't show any sign of recovering.
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she's a friend of mine. not that close, but as the time goes by, we seem to be blending in well. i learn to accept everything about her. every single thing. somehow, there's one part of her which i feel like i don't quite understand. but, nah, the hell with that. i don't wanna think of it as something that can destroy the friendship we've built. nah, not after (approximately) 6 months we've been friends.
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but, the dream i had last night was scary. i don't want it to ever happen. i don't want her to use my name in any way she wants to, like the one she did last time. i don't want people to blame me on thing that i don't even have a tiny-miny idea of what the heck it is. in short and to make myself clear, i don't want SHIT. i just want a SHIT-less or SHIT-free life.
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friend, you're forgiven. i've forgiven long, long time ago. but, i'm sorry. so sorry. the scar seems to bleed again... :(
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